hey dude i really feel for you i know the pain your going through as we have been emailing each other for a few months, the good news is though you have made the first big step to recovery by joining a good forum where you can research quality doctors/clinics in order to hopefully get a normal look again
i agree with janna and bigmac though with the pictures they look too close to see whats going on my friend so please post some more a little further away buddy so we can see the extent of the damage
dont give up hope my friend try to stay positive
as ever best wishes bullit