Been suffering with hair loss since I was 28 and am now 40. Had 1 FUT procedure at the age of 31 which i told no friends or family about and did it all alone. I have to say that I was expecting a lot more from it and feel not very happy with the outcome. As with a lot of people they do very little reasurch or none atall and just go on price. With hindsight I wish I had held off and looked into it in more detail. Anyways what im trying to get to is my questions and some of my feelings I have is to any of you guys on here is do you find your hair loss all consuming? I know I do. From always looking at other mens hair cuts and styles and wishing I could go back to the days of confident hair styles with products etc. Another feeling I get is totally being paranoid about my FUT scar being noticed by friends and work colleagues and trying to think of excuses of what I could say happend etc. Also a total dread of going to the barber and having him her cut my receding hair line and them seeing my scar and me to ashamed to say anything about it. Feeling guilt that no one in my family know i had a HT. The feeling of being so alone with my thoughts on my hairloss and only having a place like this forum to talk to like minded people about hair loss. You guys help me alot on here which I thank you for. I know I have a mental problem about my hair loss and am to scared to open up to friends or family about it. Would love some feedback from people if they suffer or relate to any of the things I mentioned. Sorry about my poor English and punctuation as I am Dyslexic.